Mental Health Era |OT2| Community and Understanding

Oct 27, 2017
4,655
Upstate NY
Great, my serious fuck up in the Game Awards OT has hit me with a pretty big anxiety attack.

I fucked up. I know I fucked up. But I'm not a bad person and I'd like to think I'm a decent poster.

Why is moving on after fucking up so hard? All I know how to do is beat myself up it feels like.
 

Komo

Member
Jan 3, 2019
4,006
Great, my serious fuck up in the Game Awards OT has hit me with a pretty big anxiety attack.

I fucked up. I know I fucked up. But I'm not a bad person and I'd like to think I'm a decent poster.

Why is moving on after fucking up so hard? All I know how to do is beat myself up it feels like.
What was your huge screw up? I tried looking into it but I can't find anything?
 

Djkhaled

Member
Oct 28, 2017
528
My girlfriend is emotionally abusive but I have BPD and I'm afraid of being alone. I don't know what to do. I was strongly considering killing myself last night. But not sure how long I can put it off.

I told her I felt suicidal and she said some really horrible stuff.
 

Sillution

Member
Oct 25, 2017
1,077
My anxiety has really been cranked up to 11 now I hate this so much. Adding on top of being depressed as anything these past few days this sucks...
 

Komo

Member
Jan 3, 2019
4,006
Great, my serious fuck up in the Game Awards OT has hit me with a pretty big anxiety attack.

I fucked up. I know I fucked up. But I'm not a bad person and I'd like to think I'm a decent poster.

Why is moving on after fucking up so hard? All I know how to do is beat myself up it feels like.
just don't beat yourself up over it okay? People make mistakes all the time.
 

Jombie

The Fallen
Oct 27, 2017
5,630
Alabama
My girlfriend is emotionally abusive but I have BPD and I'm afraid of being alone. I don't know what to do. I was strongly considering killing myself last night. But not sure how long I can put it off.

I told her I felt suicidal and she said some really horrible stuff.
I know it’s easier said than done, but you need to get out of that relationship ASAP.
 

Komo

Member
Jan 3, 2019
4,006
Not here. Not most posters.

And to answer your question from earlier, A LOT of people didn't like it. One poster even called it "toxic", while others called me an idiot in so many words.
I mean it seems those posts got removed, but honestly that's not on you those people shouldn't be attacking other ERA members in the first place. I mean posters make mistakes here for sure, I've made a couple lol.
 

EchoChamber

Avenger
Oct 27, 2017
1,405
Hi!!! I've been wondering for a while my throat sores pretty bad like is dry or like if I've been screaming for the last 6 months and especially hurts badly when I have panic attacks and/or I'm stressed, should I go to a doctor or a ear, nose, throat specialist? Or is just my anxiety?
 
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Oct 28, 2017
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Hi!!! I've been wondering for a while my throat sores pretty bad like is dry or like if I've been screaming for the last 6 months and especially hurts badly when I have panic attacks and/or I'm stressed, should I go to a doctor or a ear, nose, throat specialist? Or is just my anxiety?
My throat does this too when I'm having an anxiety attack, or rather it feels like the glands in there are being squeezed real hard. Turns our my thyroid is fucked, I had antibodies for both Hashimoto's and Grave's in my system before getting meds for it. Getting your thyroid levels checked might be worth seeing into, especially if you're having any other common symptoms of thyroid disease.
 

Awesome Kev

Member
Jan 10, 2018
1,623
Daytona Beach

EchoChamber

Avenger
Oct 27, 2017
1,405
My throat does this too when I'm having an anxiety attack, or rather it feels like the glands in there are being squeezed real hard. Turns our my thyroid is fucked, I had antibodies for both Hashimoto's and Grave's in my system before getting meds for it. Getting your thyroid levels checked might be worth seeing into, especially if you're having any other common symptoms of thyroid disease.

Mmm interesting like 3 years ago I got checked my thyroid levels and they were fine, this problem with my throat started in June with a job that I got and It was very stressful, I thought by quitting that job my throat will be fine but is still the same.